oh boy

i have tried several times to make friends with lj, and it never worked. the paradigm was as follows:
- register
- forget all about it for weeks
- feel weepy and angsty about something, remember i have a diary thing, go write a sobby post about my grievances
- forget all about it for weeks
- remember i have a diary thing out of the blue
- go read my own sobby post, cry out in horror & embarrassment
- delete delete delete
- forget all about it for weeks
- rinse and repeat.
I don't suppose it'll go any better here XD but, alright, we'll see.